Thursday, March 26, 2009
if everyone carednickelbackfrom underneath the trees, we watch the sky
confusing stars for satellites
i never dreamed that you'd be mine
but here we are, we're here tonight.
singing "Amen, I, I'm, alive"
singing "Amen, I, I'm, alive"
if everyone cared and nobody criedif everyone loved and nobody liedif everyone shared and swallowed their pridethen we'd see the day when nobody died.and in the air, the fireflies
our only light in paradise
we'll show the world they were wrong
and teach them all to sing along
and as we lie beneath the stars
we realize how small we are
if they could love like you and me
imagine what the world could be
if everyone cared and nobody cried if everyone loved and nobody lied if everyone shared and swallowed their pride then we'd see the day when nobody died.its so close i can smell it. TWO MORE WEEKS! im just glad we finally submitted our damned appellate brief. omg such a load off my mind. the exams seem like nothing now :P haha okay ask me again before the papers lol. i wanto buy shoesssss! can money please fall from the sky. and time as well =D
a star fell from the sky;
11:08 PM
Sunday, March 08, 2009
tmr marks the start of week 10. our first uneasy steps into the double-digited weeks LOL. haha it is a momentous occasion okay. week 10. that means we are 3 weeks away from finals, 2 weeks away from moots, and 4 weeks away from freedom. the wonders of a double-digit week =D
this term has pretty much flown by. one assignment after another, one presentation after another, reading and reading and reading every week. haha it just flies. is this how its gonna be from now? sitting at my desk, day after day, typing away furiously, or pulling my hair out at my assignments? having no time to do anything else, but still not being able to complete my work? night after night of restless tossing, subconscious still spinning with tasks to complete. waking up extremely early and lying in bed trying to fall back asleep. is this how its meant to be? i'll be an extremely old woman by the end of my four years then.
and im not even enjoying myself. i dont have to force myself to do work, coz nerves and stress does that for me already. but i have to force myself to get out of bed every morning, to sit down, to spend my day doing what i have to do and fantasizing about what i wanto do. is this the price for three months of freedom? is it supposed to be this way? whoever said uni was the best time of your life. should eat shit and die.
st nicks was the best time of my life. honestly. i didnt see it then, but looking back now, i can see how much i had then. life was so much easier. people were so much easier to get along with. we had so much more time to chill, talk, do lame things, and essentially, grow. nothing makes me laugh harder than the thought of the funny things we did then. the bonds we forged, the character we built. even the food was better, God damnnit. i miss those days.
we had less then. we didnt have a career path set for us, we didnt know where we were going to end up. we had less friends, no guys to worry about. no make up to hide under, no fancy clothes to make us feel secure. no big-name teachers, or super aesthetic school buildings. no crowd to make us feel small, no office to make us feel like we're just another number. we had so little, but we had so much. we had each other. we had the most loving environment ever. we had friends. we had teachers who cried for us. that was the best.
i wish i was peter pan.
a star fell from the sky;
10:48 PM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
know what a rainbow means? i just discovered today.
know the story of Noah's Ark?
well, the story doesnt end where Noah and all the animals come out of the ark and see dry land again. after that, God told Noah:
"I have set my bow in the clouds, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth. When I bring clouds over the earth and the bow is seen in the clouds, I will remember my covenant that is between me and you and every living creature of all flesh; and the waters shall never again become a flood to destroy all flesh."
awwwwww. its more than an optical illusion okay. heck to all the scientific explanations of rainbows. this is what it means now =D
a star fell from the sky;
7:16 PM
